Hey! It’s been way too long right? I KNOW! Want to know what’s up? Follow along. It could get long.
Since the Kamloops IRS recovery of 215 students who didn’t make it home, I’ve been on a journey. That news uncovered in me, a whole lot of trauma and mental health issues. I was thrust in to rage and hate but also sadness and deep pain. It brought forth all the what ifs and what could have beens had my parents not attended or had they not made it home. I wouldn’t be here if they didn’t but also how different my life might have been had they not been forced to attend IRS.
So with that news, I was forced in to a journey I didn’t plan on taking but here I am. Still. Thankfully. It’s been hard, painful and exhausting but more and more I find the bits of peace I long for. I’m not getting any younger and this healing journey always astounds me, it never ends. There is always something.
Fast forward to these last few weeks. I’ve been decluttering our home like a mad woman. Why? I realized that all the clutter impacted my peace and caused me overwhelm and a sense of chaos. A lot of my life has been chaos, so that really takes a toll at this point of my journey, so the more structure and order I have, the more at peace I feel.
Since unloading 5+ boxes of stuff at the local thrift store and making some money on the items I sold, I have counter space! I don’t have a junk bin on the counter any more! I wake up feeling relieved and rejuvenated. It’s the best feeling ever. I woke up this morning thinking, “Man, I love waking up to a clear and clean space – clutter-free space!” It’s the best thing I’ve done for myself in this journey to date. I don’t feel so overwhelmed by STUFF when I come in to our home. I’m not annoyed and disgusted by the things we have in our space. (Don’t get me wrong, there’s always room for improvement! Yes, I’m that girl!) I have to thank The Minimalists for their podcast and Netflix shows for the inspiration. They speak my language and I love the concept so much. They’re my super heroes!
Hmm, what else? I’ve been super elated to see so many others decluttering their lives too! They’ve commented thank-yous and updates with me and it brings me great joy to see others unloading all the dead weight. That’s what clutter is – it’s dead weight, negative energy. Who wants that? NOT ME. Keep moving forward, friends. We got this!
With that, thank you for joining me here. That wasn’t too long after all. I will be cleaning up (ahem, decluttering) my social media and digital life so I hope to write more here so I hope you come back. I have much to be thankful for today, we all do, we just have to take a look around, then get up and get on with it. Cheers!